Anthony

Christmas was great.  I got an alarm clock dock for my iPod, so I can listen to my iPod through it, and the sound quality is really amazing.  i also got this record player/CD player/cassette player/radio Thing, and it looks like an antique but it's new.  it's REALLY amazing and the records sound great =).  I spent Christmas day with my dad's family.  Gosh I love them.  They're so much fun to be around.  A lot of families (so I hear) always drink at these holiday get togethers.  But my family doesn't need to.  We're awesome without alcohol.  It's great.

I bought an Xbox 360.  The thing is amazing.  I've been gaming it on Gears of War for the past 3 days, and the more I play it, the more I love it.  I'm so excited, I love it.  I can't wait to get my internet hooked up to it so I can play online against Rich and Dal.

okay, so, i havent updated in over 3 months.  there are probably many of you wondering if i died.  probably not, seeing as i doubt anyone reads my LJ anyway.  But anyway, we'll walk through a few things that happened to me over the last 3 months.

I was dating a girl named Amanda during my last post, and she was great.  She's one of the few girls i've dated and I'm not embarassed to admit it.  Amanda was a great person, and still is.  I regret not having time for a relationship..and we broke up.  we're still friends however.

School started in september, as did football.  The grueling job of staying awake in class, then physically beating the shit out of myself came again.  School's been getting more and more difficult, and shitty.  I'm starting to hate it again.  Football started out well.  we won most of our games, losing only one to Sisler, and tie-ing oak park.  i broke my arm in the 3rd game of the season against churchill, and was forced to play with a cast for the rest of the season.  We lost in the first round of play-offs, which sucked big time.  I swear, i've seen happier funerals.  people crying left and right, it was horrible.

those are basically the big things that have happened in the past three months.

that is all.

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING.

1. How does the world see me?:
Best Kept Secret

2. Will I have a happy life?:
Folsom Prison Blues

3. What do my friends really think of me?:
Dream On

4. Do people secretly lust after me?:
Kiss From A Rose

5. How can I make myself happy?:
I'm Falling Even More In Love With You

6. What should I do with my life?:
Nothing To Lose

7. Will I ever have children?:
Every Rose Has It's Thorn

8. What is some good advice for me?:
We On Fire

9. How will I be remembered?:
Faith In The Faux

10. What is my signature dancing song?:
Vermillion Pt. 2

11. What do I think my current theme song is?:
Hate It Or Love It

12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Leader Of Rats

13. What song will play at my funeral?:
The End Of Heartache

14. What type of men/women do you like?:
Go To Sleep

15. What is my day going to be like?
Awake

16. What is your love life like?
Freefalling

17. What is sex with me like?
Shake

18. What's my life motto?
Six Feet From The Edge

19.What do my parents think of me?
Iris

20. What does my best friend really think of me?
We Will Rise

21.What's my favorite hobby?
I Wish You'd Stay

22. What's the worst thing about me?
Now You've Got Something To Die For

23. Describing my mind.
Californiacation

24. How will i die?
Try Honesty

25. How does your crush/S.O. feel about you?
Headstrong

26. What is your wedding going to be like?
Can't Stop

27. What about your honeymoon?
This Suffering - Lmao?

28. Describe the last day of your life.
Mama I'm Coming Home

29. Why does life suck?
I Hate Everything About You

30. Why does life rule?
Better Together

31. What will you be famous for?
I'm Gonna Miss Her

well, one exam down.. four more to go.

i did my english exam today..and by the way, who's fucking idea was it to shove 300 teenagers into a dinky assed gym to write a fucking test in the middle of june?  god damn was it hot.

cant wait to get my geo, math, science, and spanish exams over with, i'm ready to just go in, write my name on them and walk out.  jebus, i just dont care anymore.

well..the provincial team coaches made their message loud and clear.


Politics mean more than fucking talent

I should have fucking been on that team.  you fucking assholes know it too.  I made 3 sacks, 5 tackles, and i returned a fucking interception for a touchdown.  and you tell me i'm too SLOW?!  i'm faster than any other fucking middle linebacker there.  i'm better than fucking Kirk Harper too.  and everyone fucking knows it.  You have to nerve to tell me i'm not good enough?  fuck you.  I deserve this.  I deserve this..

I asked her out



She said yes.

Going on a date Friday

I'm so excited.

yeah so today was boring. times ten.

i started out my day by waking up..taking a shower like normal, and off to school.
first period i had band. i hate band. it's so useless. cant wait till this years over and i can drop all those useless shitty classes.
second period i had science. Physics confuses me. I mean, it really doesnt seem that hard, then when i'm on my own trying to do the problems...i just forget it all. and there are a million formula's. i think i'm going to type out a formula sheet.
third period i had spare, and i hung out with jordan and mack, and had quite the game, but i wont elaborate on that.
lunch was..lunch
4th i had spanish, which is another one of those shitty useless courses i'm dropping next year. i just wanna do shit on my exam and get it all over with..
5th i had geo. we watched a movie on farmers and took notes. i hate geo. i pretty much hate school altogether

i'm single. it sucks sometimes, you know that?

I still think of her before i go to sleep.

1. Put your playlist on shuffle.
2. Post the first lines to the first 25 songs to come up (along with these instructions).
3. Have people guess the songs and artists in comments to the post.
4. Post the answers to the ones people guessed correctly. A couple of days later, post the first two lines of the ones no one got and get people to guess again.
5. Repeat, adding the next line to the unguessed songs each time, until they're all guessed/you've posted the whole song/you've gotten bored/no-one's going to get the damn thing if you don't tell them.

Well, the weekend wasn't bad. I finally had my Blue and Gold game, in which i recorded about 6 or 7 tackles. I didnt play horrible, but i didnt play the greatest either. The two game MVP's were linebackers, so it kinda makes me look bad, haha. I was on the Gold team, and we lost, 16 - 7. It was a really good game, seeing as the defence scored one touchdown, and for the other touchdown the offence started on the 10 yard line. So basically it was a defensive struggle the whole game.

after the game i went to my buddy Bryson's house, and i had a few brewskies, some other alcoholic beverages..and we ate like madmen. chicken wings, shrimp, pork, stuffed peppers, damn it was good. Then we played some madden and listened to music before i left.

sunday i woke up at 9 to be at work, and the rest of the day was uneventful.

and today is monday..thats always a kick in the nuts. atleast it's over soon.

So i've kinda totally stopped updating. and that probably wont change much, but..yeah. maybe i'll make an effort once in a while.

lately i've been really busy. with football, school, work, homework, going to the gym..i really dont have much time for myself anymore. so..yeah, get off my back =P

my marks in school have been dropping, my math is sitting at a 65 right now, science at an 80, english at an 80, geo at a 73..and i even think my band mark is going to go down. but you know what? i dont care. if i dont fail a class i'm fine with it. and i couldnt care less what my dad has to say anymore. He knows for a fact he couldnt do any better than i could, and i'll call his ass on it if he tries to give me a hard time.

work's been hellish lately. in summer KFC gets really busy...and no one knows what they're doing. I've barely been working there for very long, and i might as well be a manager. Last night we had like 6 people on, yet i was still doing cook, packing orders, doing dishes, AND making taco bell orders. I wish people would just fucking learn how to do their god damn job.

On the other hand, football's been going pretty good. The Miles team is starting to shape up, and i think we have a good core of guys. We graduated a few key players, but we really have some good guys stepping up into their shoes. And provincials have been going pretty good too. I had my last tryout for the first stage today, and i figure i did pretty good in the 6 tryouts. Other than the fact that i had to be up at 5 in the morning, they were pretty fun too. Blue and gold starts tomorrow, they're going to post the cuts on the website by mid afternoon, and i'm thinking i'll be on the blue and gold team. from there we'll have 5 tryouts and a game, then they'll narrow it down to about 50 players.

quite a bit considering the 400+ players that showed up for the first stage. I've been playing really well, and i really think i have a chance to make the provincial team. If i do i really hope that our team will do good in the canada cup. It's held in Winnipeg this year, and we're the defending champions so we have to try and do really well. And i also think that everyone in winnipeg should stop by and watch. i believe it's in mid july or so.

well, i havent updated in a long time, so i kind of had a lot to update on. so..yeah.

well, those of you who dont knew me very well, but still read my journal, then you're terribly out of the loop. my last post about Amy was my plans for valentines day. She ditched me. it never happened. she dumped me on tuesday of the next week. it's now...jesus christ, it's only wednesday..i miss her so much..

Saw II is probably the best movie ever made.




The end.

Valentines day will consist offfff

-Sending 12 red roses with 4 white roses, as it's our 4 month aswell
-Cooking dinner
-Possible slow dancing?
-Watching of The Notebook

So hopefully a nice night.

The end =)

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

dont you just have one of those days? where just..it hits you. your life is just going downward. just for that on day, you feel like total hell. you want to die. you skip classes to brood in your own pathetic emotions. you need time for thinking, and self-pity.

but people just wont leave you the fuck alone?

i swear..for just this ONE fucking day..cant someone just sit back and be like 'Hey Anthony, are you alright? what's wrong? i really want to help you..you mean a lot to me.'

no, of course they cant. cause they're too busy bitching about their problems to give half a shit about anyone else. like i DONT sit around and listen to your fucking problems all night when he fucking dumped you, or you lost a good friend, or a family member died. I WAS FUCKING THERE. but no. i have a bad day and i still have to listen to your bullshit.

well today, it just hit me. i lost my best friend who has been like a brother to me for 11 fucking years. my girlfriend got pissed off at me, and we're as far apart as ever. i havent slept for more than 2 hours a night in about a week, i'm behind in all my classes, and i cant even fucking write in school cause my muscles are so tight whenever i grip a fucking pen my hand shakes like i have parkinsons disease.

but in the heat of my frustration, i still apologize to anyone who i may have offended. i'm just having a bad day, i didnt mean to..cuss so much. sorry.

i didnt think she would do it again, but of course, she did. supposed to go out to dinner with Josh, Nadine, and Amy tonight, but of course, not going to happen. just like it didnt appen last week. and how it probably wont happen at all. i dont know why i even try anymore. God knows Amy wont go out with me alone..fuck.

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yesss, definitely a productive day.

first off, i went to the mall, and got a cell phone. damn straight. Anthony got a cell phone. woooo.

second, i went to the bank and opened up a savings account, cause god knows i want a car when i get a liscense.

and finally i set up an online banking account so i can transfer funds and such to my savings account on every paycheck without having to go to the bank all the time.

so all in all, a good day for Anthony.

But i miss Amy =( she needs to come back from her lake, kai?

okay, so i totally went to the benefit show, and the first three bands were great. I just wish Amy, Josh, and Nadine liked the music so i could have stayed longer..but nooooo, sitting inside Subway for two hours was MUCH better.. I definitely wanted to stay for the whole thing..

So sorry Caitlin?